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Are you afraid to die?
This is part 2
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Yeah... Are you afraid to die?

As memories pass by in a torrent of thoughts
Sittin alone on this cursed throne, does it warrant my loss?
Ive been a souljah for too long
Lord hear my plead, I still keep wondering what did I do wrong?
Lost in a daze, drivin my family away
Doin 90 on the freeway as I sway
Screaming thug life, steady switchin lanes
Got these demons in my backseat whisperin… (let me ease your pain)
They wanna bury me im worried, no need to lie
Cant flash a smile for the kids as I pass by
Is there a way for me to change? Who can I blame?
Is death in my veins or in the fame?
Will I be mourned when im gone will they shed a tear?
Will my enemies rise with nothing left to fear (tell me)
Suicidal thoughts when im lonely
Im slowly feeling death creeping up as a cold breeze…

(I can feel the cold)
A young heart with an old soul
Give me the strength to make these seeds grow
(lord can you guide my soul)
Done witnessed to many of them killed
Give me mercy and wash away my guilt

As I walk through the valley of death I paint a picture
Azrael waiting to take my name from the scripture
Will he be relentless and jump the gun?
Or give me another day feeling lost and numb?
And as I wake up screamin in my bed
Sweat running down my back, I got these demons in my head
Talking to me like they know me, visions of my past
Blurry figures in a ride as they blast
They wanna ruin what I built, im losing my mind
Look at the devil in disguise as a helping hand
Telling me I can make it big in this industry
He’s planting seeds while talking to me in the penitentiary
Is there another choice to make, or should I take
The devils open hand as he sits and waits (tell me)
Suicidal thoughts when im lonely
Im slowly feeling death creeping up as a cold breeze…

(I can feel the cold)
A young heart with an old soul
Give me the strength to make these seeds grow
(lord can you guide my soul)
Done witnessed to many of them killed
Give me mercy and wash away my guilt

Now I can see em in my minds eye, begging for me to breathe
As im fighting with death on these white sheets, they cant stop the bleeding
N*ggas never needed a reason to shoot blind
Underhanded deals being bargained under the moon light
So how I can I blame em - you live by the gun
And die by the gun aint no way out for anyone
This street life got me catchin up to god in a rush
Guard my soul, im doing my all, I cant budge…
They wanna bury me im worried, but I cant cry
Cause too many tribulations made this well run dry
Is there a path for me to take? In case I break?
Lord will you guide me through to the next phase?
Will my final thoughts be filled with remorse
Was I a leader or a rebel without a cause? (tell me)
Suicidal thoughts when im lonely
Im slowly feeling death crawling up as a cold breeze…

(I can feel the cold)
Now tell me, how will I be remembered?
(lord can you guide my soul)
In this fast life a n*gga has to do what a n*gga has to do
(I can feel the cold)
Sh*t... I cant take this no more...
(lord can you guide my soul)
Lord have mercy...
Im out...